Lost Soul

In our world…People come and go…

As I'm looking at them blankly...

Rushing to their destination...

As if they are certain on everything...

I wonder where they are going...

I envy them...  

I wasn't searching for Happiness…

I wasn't searching for Love...

I was searching for reason why I am here…

Where I am going...?

Where will I start...?

I’m thinking of something unthinkable

I tried Buddhism, Scientology, and even Atheism.

Until my best friend asked me…”You’re an Adventist, right?”

Ah, I already forgot that…

I was a  former member of Seventh Day Adventist and I haven’t updated them on that.

I was an Adventist way back High School days.

And I turned my back even before I finish first year.

Today...a lost soul is looking for her way back home…

to be continue.

11/2013